cornichon, arachides.

Today's sociology class was quite interesting. It was some kind of thesis writing workshop, kinda went down like: you raise your hand up, state the subject and your attempt of a thesis. The teacher would look at you, say that what you just said really wasn't a thesis and ask you questions about you subject. She then directed you in a way that would get a thesis out of you. Today's class was also mandatory so I feel sorry for the suckers that didn't go to class today. Knowing me I usually don't participate in class discussions whatsoever but I felt the need to step up my game and actually see if my thesis was actually going in the right track. I just noticed that we ended up going through about a little more than 15 people's thesis.

On my way home I was pooped and just as I was starting to fall asleep I got a phone call from work asking me if I could come into work at 1 and end at 5 instead of having my on call shift. Those guys like know that I can't say no so I hurried my ass from the GO bus home to change and back to Square One to work. It was like reunited with my Bra, Julia. They have been purposely not scheduling us together due to our talkative and shit disrupting nature when we are together. Apparently we were more effective when the other one is not working. I think that its probably worse depriving us from each other since we talk that much more when we actually get a chance to see the other. Well they fucked up today and next week.

Its Friday, so no meat. I didn't eat all day, except for handfuls of cinnamon hearts I hid in my pocket during work and a bottle of water, until I finished my shift. So the Lenten season begins and I think I'm gonna go for no red meat, as I can only eat poultry and seafood, no pork, no beef, no four legged animals.

My tattoo is really itchy. I really want to scratch it or moisturize the shit out of it.

Ne-Yo - Can We Chill
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because this makes me wanna daaance

I like people who smile.

Skins. You kill me. Why can't people just understand that they belong together.

EBSCO. PROQUEST. Something... Can't I just find some relevant articles?

Flicker, a line

Hey its lent. Maybe I should give something up this year. I would say something drastic like internet or some form of computer but I'd literally die inside. I think I'll give up something like... being a bitch. Okay I lied. I need something to give up that is bad to indulge in but will benefit me by not having it. Perhaps something related to food. I can't really say candy because I don't eat much of it anyways. I should really give up being lazy, that would be a good one but it would be hard to figure if I'm tiring myself out. How about I give up being more lazy than I am now, but any work done from me would be improvement to the person I am right now. I can't think of the right thing to give up right now. I'll be back to edit.

It's me so I'll show love

I have a dressing on my arm right now, it doesn't hurt at the moment but it did hurt. I explain the pain to be obvious, as in it felt like someone was dragging a sharp object against the skin, scraping and scraping. I'm not going to lie it did hurt, like I had a firm grip on a large portion of my cardigan the whole time it was being done. My cousin was probably worse with her ridiculously sweaty hands of hers. Luckily the tattoo took less than ten minutes each, I can't say the same for my pops. He randomly decided to make an appointment to get a tattoo done at 6 and the tattoo was going to take two hours to do. I basically spent over 3 hours at New Tribe chillin'. Got some father and daughter experience done today.

Blood crusted and all

Brilliant fun.

As usual I should be doing some form of homework or studying, and as usual I'm not. Ever since I found out that my assignment is not really due tomorrow I've been slacking on everything. We'll see how tonight goes.

Reading week, recap.
Didn't do much but I actually worked more than one shift this week. Not a lot of reading went down, but I did get to catch up with some friends. From my list I think I was able to accomplish 3/7, hey at least I did something. I don't know where the days went. I was kind of hoping to get more work done, fail.

So I made a trip to the mall today with my mom and my brother in search of some sort of discrete looking spacers but came out with no luck. I guess all I can do is take the spacers out during clinical and put them back on after I get out of the hospital. I have yet to figure out a way to hide my soon to be tattoo during clinicals as well. I could always wear a long sleeved shirt under my scrubs, or buy a watch with a large strap so that it'll hide it. I'll figure it out. So out of all the people in my family that I have told about the tattoo my tita seems to be the only one that is against me getting this done. Its kind of odd, I would have thought that she'd be cool with me getting the tattoo, rather than my mom and dad.

I have to say this "Kittens! inspired by Kittens!", that kid is a genius.


because its Girlicious inspired hair tutorial!

Selling out Mondays

So I finally booked me and Steph's appointment at New Tribe. This should be fun... Cousin bonding and all. My dad is showing more and more interest in the tattoo that I'm getting. I know I didn't want him to come at first, but now I kind of do hope that he gets off work early to make it down for the appointment.

I don't care about clever, I don't care about funny

I'm trying to DO WORK at central library and I actually got a sufficient amount done so far. I've noticed that everyone that ends up sitting beside me leaves rather quickly. Maybe I smell... but I don't think that is why though because I just showered before I got here. Whatever I have to leave soon anyways.

Today's shift should be a little more interesting than usual since someone for Sherway will be closing because we are currently lacking in management. I like these night shifts, theres no one in the store to help so we find different things to keep us occupied. Yesterday, we, Raph and I, went into the resume bin and read a bunch of unedited resumes. Some people need to learn how to make these boring lives more flashy and interesting. For example, if you painted people's houses as a job, as a description you should put something like artistically applied paint into walls. I dunno I'm just saying if I were an employer and had to read boring shit like packed pickles into jars I'd be definitely turned off.

I should really keep a count on how people have sat beside me thus far, right now this is person number 5. The first lady that sat beside me was like eating some kinda noodles or something and was sitting there for about 10 minutes before she left, the second person was probably legally blind because every time she looked at her laptop she was but inches from the screen, she was actually there for more than half an hour. The third girl that sat beside me smelt like an overwhelming amount of vanilla and asked me to watch her bag for 10 minutes and left as soon as she came back. The fourth person was some guy and put his stuff on the desk, looked around and dipped. This fellow over here right here looks rather promising, and getting down into his homework. I should really get back to reading since I have shit to do at Square one before I start work.

Burnin' up

because its the veronicas singing jonas brothers

It's not me, it's you

So I have been listening to Lily Allen's new album for the past two hours. I've missed her music. I know that she's pretty much outspoken, but it makes me like her and her music even more. I'm pretty much torn between her and Katy Perry due to their beef over weight? I'm pretty sure theres some other crap that goes along with this but whatever. I think my loyalty has to go with my boy Lily and her instigating ways. Her interviews are some of the best shit I have ever heard in my life. Its the blunt crafty ways that she has with her lyrics that has got me, although this album hasn't grabbed me like Alright, Still, I do fancy it, still.

I like wheat thins

It would be pretty cool if something like a Made Coach was made readily available to anyone who wants to be something. But then again it would be lame if everyone could just up and decide that they wanted to be something completely different. The last time I thought about being made into something it was 'I want to be made into a slut'. That was somewhat interesting and did not go far, thankfully. I know I can be an ambitious person and says a lot of things like 'let's do this...' or 'so were going to....', I think that it would be nice to pursue the things in life that seem interesting.... you know? I'm just sayin'.

My internet sucks. This stupid thing keeps turning on and off, something to do with the amount of bandwidth I'm allowed to use.


because season 2 was the best, and my heart hurts and smiles when I watch this solo

Jawdropper

All of today's shift I was talking about how I want to cut my long hair, get something pierced, or how stoked I am to actually get a tattoo. After all that talk I became compulsive and bought a 14 gauge needle at my break, and as soon as I got home I put those bad boys in. It hurt, and it still kind of does right now. My parents are probably going to have a little fit about me doing this without asking permission first. Oh well...

Its DO WORK reading week. Somethings to be done:
- make appointments
- call ticketmaster
- uhmm... READ
- pannel presentation
- work out
- tune the uke & learn a song
- learn some girlicious choreo

People are dropping like flies at B haus. Everyone is leaving, its kinda sad.


because I love AJ Raphael songs, and this girl reminds me of Genesis.

Did you like that?

Today is officially the beginning of reading week. Kicked off the week catching up on shows I haven't been able to watch due to the hectic week I had. Watched a new episode of skins. Oh my goodness! As lame as that show has gotten since the last season, I did love that episode. Drugs, alcohol, scandal and girl on girl action.

Circa tonight. Wild Vines, crispy pata, palabok party... maybe some gin, and a pool.

Lol fail... I forgot what I ate yesterday.
Special K bar, Bottle of water, bowl of pancit.

Eat you up

So I've decided to list the things I eat daily, just to guilt trip myself into eating more health and better foods.
Breakfast- apple cinnamon oatmeal with 33% reduced sugar (i'm badass) with brown bread toast and pineapple cream cheese
Lunch- some lean cuisine business and an orange
Snack- tuna sandwich.
all this and like 3 bottles of water

Because it makes me want to learn how to dance to choreography, Kenny is in it and it has a little karaoke thing going on.

Ouch

My rips hurt when I breathe. The blisters on my toes feel like they are going to burst when I walk on them, even my but hurts when I go up the stairs. I basically feel bruised all over and I can't move a part of my body without something feeling sore. I guess this the outcome of 4 hours of straight basketball.

Did Work

Today was a good day I must say (sorry that totally rhymed). I finished class at around 11 and met up with 'DO WORK' Raeshel. Journeyed around Dundas Square area, caught up, ate some burritos, searched for stuff, and talked about people.... How I've missed her. On my way home I stopped by Square One to bid Rudith farewell from B Haus. Met Carla & friends at the terminal, and had an awkward moment. Went home, did nothing. Due to complications at Carla's house she came over to not do homework and had dinner with my family. Talked about tattoos, so I guess I'm going to get one in two weeks. Stayed in my room, talked, found my over a year old milk carton and journeyed on the roof and opened it up. Some gagging, yelling, laughing, and shivering went on. Made our way out of my house and went to pick up Calvin, and drove off to Shawn's. Talked to some randoms on Xbox 360, got cute on the sofa and watched Knocked Up. Called it a night and got dropped off at home.

I need that

I purchased a uke yesterday at Long and McQuade. I got home attempted to tune it when the string popped out, went back and exchanged it. This has been about a month and a half of going back to that store asking if they got on and now I finally have one. Now I have to get my uncle to tune that bad boy and serenade anyone and everyone around me. I should really learn how to play my guitar while I'm at it. I've been attempting different songs for the past couple of weeks and I can feel the callus growing on my fingertips, its gross.

So today I just realized that I have three midterms and an essay due next week. Lord save me.

Project ASAP

If you know me then you would know that I was bound to have a post dedicated to Girlicious sooner or later. Why prolong the wait. So here it is. Project ASAP. Due to my, lack for a better word, obsession with Girlicious I have decided to dedicate my Halloween to being a member. So theres two outfits that I was debating over, both in which require me to get really fit since they bare midriff. Both also are Nichole's outfits because she's obviously the best one and they are both from 'Like Me', because if i wore the 'Stupid Shit' outfit then I would just be sporting a naughty school girl outfit, and if I were Nichole from 'Baby Doll' then I would just look like I've got some whack ass hair. I haven't decided between the two but I still have what? 9 months to pick. Its probably going to be freezing cold in October which makes me lean towards the leather pants with a black bra look, but the booty shorts with suspenders is pretty scandalous. I'm just excited to buy a pair of those heavy duty boots.
This is gonna be fun, I hope this outfit won't get me in a lot of trouble. Come Halloween hopefully I will be able to pull this look off and do some stupid shit up on Church street.

Attractive Today

Lalala... Clinical was cancelled again.

Can reading week come already. And when I mean 'can reading week come already' I mean skip the two weeks from now until then. I was talking to the Garcia cousins this past weekend and we were talking about how this time last year we were all stoked to go to Flo-Rida for Ate Deanna's wedding. FL has long passed and I miss the hectic schedule, the warm weather, the chicharon, and our Band named Lacey. I hope there's some form of reunion this year.

I need some kind of outlet.

Hey Jessica,
Get a life.
I really should do something.

I am living with the concept of stress.

I have this essay you see, it is due in a little less than 12 hours. Its about conceptual definitions on a concept using scholarly sources. So, I am writing about this essay that I should be doing instead of actually writing the essay itself. My client is living with the concept of empowerment. According to McCarthy (2004) "empowerment is both process and an outcome arising from reciprocal interactions among people, linking autonomy with accountability, involving shared or transferred power, and achieving the ultimate goal of greater access to financial resources or intangible benefits such as knowledge and influence". That McCarthy bitch is one deep person. But seriously. I should finish this essay that is worth 20% of my final grade.

I miss my bathroom. More so the toilet in the bathroom.

I'm nervous and it isn't because of this paper. I'm a little nonchalant with the paper but I am feeling rather anxious or nervous I can't really distinguish whether its one or the other. Curse you wretched feelings.


because I don't know why I really like this cover.

Yeah yeah. (25 Facts via blogger)

1. I feel like a sell out for doing one of these.
2. Not so much of a sell out because its on blogger instead of FB.
3. I have the greatest family and friends.
4. I am very much indecisive about every decision I make.
5. My mom thinks I'm interesting, anyone who doesn't can suck it.
6. I have a love/hate relationship with B HAUS.
7. The only way to figure out something is wrong with me is that its actually quiet.
8. I am a former... everything.
9. One of my greatest accomplishments occurred when I was 11.
10. If I were to tell you a list of all my guilty pleasures that I have, you would have to clear your schedules for the day.
11. My nick name when I was small was KAKA, until my aunt put a stop to that and told my dad that it means shit in another language.
12. My present nick name is something that I've been called since high school.
13. I laugh at myself, by myself... a lot.
14. My best friend is so much like me, wave lengths and all, that its scary.
15. You don't get my humor, you wouldn't get my life.
16. I have splurges of obsessions, yesterday's was Kelly Clarkson, couple days before that BBMAK, today's? Haven't decided yet.
17. Spontaneous dance breaks are a must.
18. If you were my friend I would like to think you would have satisfaction guaranteed... Or your money back (IF you know what I mean).
19. I enjoy awkward people, conversations, situations.
20. I aspire to be a lot of things such as smart, cool, not lame.
21. Youtube will be the death of me.
22. Most incidences where I am a bitch, aren't necessarily intentional.
23. Most conversations with me are mostly of objective subjects.
24. I think slight under bites are cute.
25. I'm a wrong person wrong time kinda person.